Enshrined

Today I caught myself smiling for no reason. I wonder why? somehow I realized I happen to stumble upon the old memory yet again that I have been cherishing from a way long time. I still remember how it feels to have butterflies in stomach. Flashing back to an uncertain time, the reason I can't be precise, perhaps because  I believe I kept that sensational smile alive.

 The movement of your lips calling me with funny names, all the songs you have ever sang still echoes in my ear. I still remember the moment when a mere road bump tossing you, crouching your supple body over the mere legroom and the way you looked up to me with the innocent cleft chin face has unparalleled value to what world has to offer me.I cherish the warmth of your presence which I wish could be preserved for eternity but god had something else for us in the bucket.

It's hard to tread this path alone at times with this weary heart, My each attempt of reconciliation with my true-self turns out to be a disappointing milestone. I never knew this game of hide and seek which was supposedly an act of unimpeachable fondness which we shared for each other would last forever in a way one could never imaging. I still play this game, sadly there are just barely scant number of memories left to play this game with me. 

My creation.

lOaf

one more day have passed away. m standing at the end of the October
and just one month left to build up myself to step in to the battle ground
and to preserve my identity from getting suppressed but still m lying loitering, filthy too lazy to move my ass . u know m a freaky dud (well.. that's a sarcasm)
may god help us that is to me and my day dreamer soul . aware and dare both are analogous in my dictionary. my fate has alwyaz counterattacked my aspires
eventually my graph is falling from dawn to dusk in no time.m getting anesthetize tangled into manifold feelings mulling over at the sight where my vision gets blur ,at one instance it's ecstasy so at the other moment m in a trance, listning to pink floyd, painting down my mystical abstracts on my canvas and dat's the time when i become zombie (or dramatically we can say colorful zombie as m a budding artist so i have first learned to fan-out colors all over) , to the accomplishment m at the stage of ecstasy flying with phoenix, braking the silence, spreading optimism with it's glowing tail taking me to seventh heaven.. i wanna break all the bummer frames in my life.. i wanna live......i want to take a dive and wanna blend the essence of breath in whirls of commotion ...... i wanna get rid of my course books....:(

RAGE

my passion to learn electric guitar is still bustling in my veins .
Burning my nerves strumming d hand and scratching the air .
Insanity is spread all over the ambience in my inner sanctum
Don't go by my expression m smiling but sum where inside m
dying doing nothing perhaps dramatically nothing except shinning
in my dreams with my glossy weapon hitting the nerves of roaring
crowd leading them to bang their heads. Every wave evolving from my
blow-gun sucking the heart beat and trying to spirit away every goose bump.
Insanity is in the air yonder yonder yeah.! everywhere. all the 6 strings quarreling
with the plectrum inducing 6 divine waves eating & engulfing all the 6 senses of the
mob giving rise to assorted thunder
YEAH!!!! \M/

adrift

M standing in this new era with this new aura sometimes falling
sometimes attempting to fly. just wanna end this chit chat from my
life. just wanna lie down near a placid lake seasonally falling showers
and every dawn as occasion for me delighting me with the glowing
lights of glory and chirping of birds as a sound of happiness. I am
flowing in my own symphony felling love every second of my existence
my aesthetic sense have been redefined .
DREAMS ARE ALWAYS GOOD BUT REALITY IS EQUALLY BITTER
WAKE UP!!!